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Soulmate

Only For A Second

Right now I sit on the couch
don't know what to do now
used to focus on my pain
keep to train the brain
right now I am twenty-four

tomorrow I'm twenty-five
cause there is a gift called time
shows us that life is valuable

Why do we have something like time
when every second just passes by
while we are stuck in our mind
don't notice that time here flies
stop, take a breath right now
let this moment show
how beautiful life can be
only for a second let's be happy

Right now I sit on the couch
think about yesterday
a year is gone and yesterday too
will never come back to me

Every moment just exists once
although seconds often feel the same
past and future will never come back
they're only in our heads

Right now I sit on the couch
don't know what to do now

Yeah yeah

And why do we have something like time
when every second just passes by
While we are stuck in our mind
don't notice that time here flies
stop, take a breath right now
let this moment show
how beautiful life can be
only for a second let's be happy

I Don't Need Boys

Guys are so annoying
never mean what they say
seems like they are interested
making me feel so ray
but then suddenly they stop texting for no reason
and every time it hurts so bad, I really have to season
and I decide to change my mind and free me
and my new mindset goes like

I don't need boys
cause there is so much sex toys
I don't need boys
cause I can touch myself
who needs a guy
that makes you cry
that makes you fall
when he forgets to call
but I am strong
singing this song
can love myself
don't need anyone else

Want him to want me
and chase him like crazy
but actually I only wanna
higher my self-esteem
Fall back into longing
and feel like drowning
pull me up by reminding
that the right guy is coming
and I decide to change my mind and free me
and my new mindset goes like

I deserve a guy who recognizes my value
and if you don't do
then you don't deserve me

Who needs a guy
that makes you cry
that makes you fall
when he forgets to call
but I am strong
singing this song
can love myself
don't need anyone else

Sorry That I Love You

My feelings are so wild
can't forget about your smile
I'm thinking of last night
and all the things that are not right

I don't know what to say
don't know what is the right way
for you and me to go
only time will show

I'm sorry that I love you
I'm sorry and my heart is bleeding
I'm sorry that I love you
I wish it wasn't so

Never in my life
felt this close to any woman
You're more than just a friend
I don't want this to end

I'm sorry that I love you
I'm sorry and my heart is bleeding
I'm sorry that I love you
I wish it wasn't so

You say you don't feel like I do
it breaks my heart even though I knew
I cry about what we'll be missing
but I never want to lose you

I'm sorry that I love you
I'm sorry and my heart is bleeding
I'm sorry that I love you
I wish it wasn't so

Beautiful People

Once I met this guy who didn't look handsome at all
but taking a closer look I suddenly noticed he's beautiful
lovely and funny and confident
he is radiating his goodheartedness
and everytime getting closer to him you feel his beauty

Beauty is not something can you see, you have to feel it
and beautiful people are shining from the inside
I know that deep inside my heart I have this brightness too
I just have to trust that I can show it and I can feel it too

And I know this girl who's beautiful
already as a little girl she was so good-hearted and so bright inside
and although she's sometimes bitchy or not easy
she has a beautiful soul

I'm shining inside
I'm full of love and light
I'm shining inside, I'm shining inside
uh I feel so bright

Star

When I sit in the dark
I look above and see this star
this star shining bright
telling me that I'm alright

So I close my eyes
to breath in the light
this light warming me up
so I can finally stop
worrying, letting go of fear
but being in the moment, being here
being on my own, but feeling that you're near
feeling save alone in the dark

When I walk in the rain
I am suffering from my pain
my past that's chaining me
but now I'm breaking free
open up, turning to the light

The light inside me
being on my own but being not alone
feeling save resting in me

When I'm caught up be the past again
I will recognize
that I've got to carry on with my life
every small step is counting
keeping on climbing this mountain
some day I will reach this star

Every small step is counting
keeping on climbing this mountain
some day I will reach this star

Soulmate

Wake up, am tired still
would rather take a sleeping pill
the body strikes, can't go out
feeling like a dark rain cloud
but you take my hand
say everything will be alright
wake up in the middle of night
to cuddle me, give me a little light
I am so scared it won't be alright
so good to know you're by my side

Wanna break free but I am caught
time to laugh, not to fall apart
ready to jump let's fly
together we can touch the sky
cause you are my soulmate, this is our fate

So let's do this anyway
I'll take the medications with me
Let's get in the car, we can ride it
that's the time we will never forget
watch how the sun and the moon align
I am yours and you are mine

Wanna break free but I am caught
time to laugh, not to fall apart
ready to jump let's fly
together we can touch the sky
cause you are my soulmate, this is our fate

I dare you and you dare me
to be devil-may-care, young and wild and free
I want you to let you're hair down
you bolster me, I'm the clown
I got you and you got me
little kids and such a great team
thick and dumb, sick and silly
opposite equal, we are dilly

Wanna break free but I am caught
time to laugh, not to fall apart
ready to jump let's fly
together we can touch the sky

Wanna break free but I am caught
time to laugh, not to fall apart
ready to jump let's fly
together we can touch the sky
cause you are my soulmate, this is our fate
cause you are my soulmate, this is our fate

Dream Life

I can see it in my mind
our dream house directly on the beach
so universe please be kind
give us the support that we need
I wanna look like the woman of your dreams
when I walk out of the door it is like a beam
of beauty, everyone turns around to me
cause I'm a sunshine beauty queen

I want it so bad
vicious cycle in my head
I want it right now
break that habit, reach that goal
why didn't I get there already
now it's the time to trust that I am ready

I can see it in my mind
how my body glows in healthiness
and even if it doesn't feel like
I know that it will be my future very soon

I want it so bad
vicious cycle in my head
I want it right now
break that habit, reach that goal
why didn't I get there already
now it's the time to trust that I am ready

To live in my dream body
turn my dream into reality
my dream man by my side
that's how it should feel
when we live our dream life

Everyday I visualize my future me
and when I close my eyes sometimes it can be
that my future self comes to say hello
and step by step it stays here and I grow

I want it so bad
vicious cycle in my head
I want it right now
break that habit, reach that goal
why didn't I get there already
now it's the time to trust that I am ready

To live in my dream body
turn my dream into reality
my dream man by my side
that's how it should feel
when we live our dream life
yeah-yeah
when we live our dream life

Happiness Is Beauty

Headache, do I look too fat
don't know what to wear
why are all the girls pretty, that's just not fair
having cup size D while being skinny
clean the skin, perfect hair
and as well have flair

Let's unhook the value from the look
you're more than just a face
stop envy of other girl's bodies
beauty comes in more ways
you're beautiful when you smile
choose your own style
to laugh out loud makes you a cutie
happiness is beauty

Why did I gain weight
maybe I stop eating late
relinquish to be thin enough
the going is tough
help, pimpels grace my face
but I needed to look ace
how to shrink when I go out
seems I'm loosing this bout

All I want is to fit in
don't feel ugly as sin
wanna be loved
for the way I am
being worth more than a tinker's dam
all I want is to like myself
feel like an elf
feeling comfy in my skin
being thin
being pretty
like to be me

Headache, do I look too fat
don't know what too wear
why are all the girls pretty, that's just not fair

Dream Into Matter

Get up and look all around
see none and don't hear a sound
was it only fantasy
what I just held for wonderful reality
you turned up at my place and I see your face

Then you give me this feeling
that is -oh- so appealing
no it doesn't get any better
you turn my dream into matter

I think I can handle this
it's not something I wanna miss
sometimes I feel this hunger inside
feed me now and leave me satisfied
take my mind and let's leave this world behind

Cause you give me this feeling
that is -oh- so appealing
no it doesn't get any better
you turn my dream into matter

Look down at the world below
so far I don't wanna know
I think we have just begun
cause flying with you is too much fun
just go on and don't you stop, we will reach the top

Cause you give me this feeling
that is -oh- so appealing
no it doesn't get any better
you turn my dream into matter
turn my dream into matter

Meine Insel Auszeit

Wenn es draußen sonnig ist, aber drinnen regnet
überall wo man hingeht seinen Sorgen stets begegnet
sehne ich mich nach Sonne, Licht und Leichtigkeit
brauche Raum für mich und eine Auszeit

Wenn ich nicht mehr weiter weiß, kein Licht in Sicht
geh ich an den Strand, da, wo die Welle bricht
der Wind in meinen Haaren umschmeichelt die Sorgen
lockt sie hervor und trägt sie davon
die Sonne wärmt mich, der Kopf wird leer
und ich singe diesen Song

Ich liege am Strand, unter meiner Hand der warme Sand
die Sonne scheint, meine Haut braun gebrannt
die Meeresluft füllt meine Lunge
der Geschmack von Salz auf meiner Zunge
der Himmel blau, kein Platz für grau
glitzernde Wogen wie Morgentau

Na na na na na

Good The Way I Am

Sometimes I have the feeling
that life gets out of hand
that makes me feel so lost
cause I can't change what's happening
and I go like
why, why me, why me
I don't wanna think, don't wanna think those thoughts
but

It's okay to feel stagnation
to relapse into old patterns
but always remember
what you wanna reach
and I go like
sit down, breathe in, breathe out
there is something in me that already knows
that I am good the way I am

So I let go
yeah I let go into no control
good the way I am
so I let go
and I feel
that everything's fine
and anything scaring me will be alright
and all my wishes come true
step by step
so I let, I let go

I let go, I let go, I let go

I wanna let go
stop fighting to keep control
all the thoughts stuck in my head can't change anything
I wanna open up
and feel that I am good the way I am
so I let go
yeah I let go into no control
good the way I am
so I let go
yeah I let go into no control
good the way I am
so I let go
yeah I let go into no control
good the way I am
so I let go
yeah I let go
yeah I let go, uh-uh, I let go
I let go